do u have...does anybody have any idea of what life is like when it is ruined

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do u have…does anybody have any idea, of what life is like when it is ruined,
it’s a horrible state, like ur constantly haunted by ghosts,
like ur basically being attacked by Dementors.

i dont want to…

body is giving out. nothing left but to express, or shout, or rage.
no you dont, so dont say understand,
no one understands nothing till they feel ruins.
u dont understand a sh1t untill u feel what it’s like to be in ruins.
nothing, nothing left. completely in agony.

for me it’s more like a ‘butterfly effect’ rather than domino effect.
it’s not only quick and constant but also amplifying.