9.19/–9.20/–9.22 经历过一次正式ss后，更加感受深刻，争议发生时的“一面之词”，
——那些本身看似多有道理的话，却暗含多少概念偷换或角度偏差，是多普遍的存在和需要厘清，如果IF你在意真实和公平。
我从没要求或奢望过世上谁要爱谁，更何况如今也不信嚟哋嘢。
cky说，很多人都不值得读懂。同意-只是你很难提前知具体哪些人不值，扯远。
广义来说谁都没有要求别人做什么的权利，即使是至亲，何况无血缘之间，
plus这有什么好讲难道不是common sense,
but all i’m asking for is integrity, not lying or misleading, right frm the start, and more important, ppl r equal.
and frm the mistake of “cheating” or “lying”, it led to a horrible domino effect.
it is NOT RIGHT.
the domino effect was soo fast and unstoppable that it triggered numerous traumatic memories…
which, during a specific phase, directly dragged her into a whirlpool, sinking deeper and deeper.
it’s like a butterfly trapped in a net: the more it flutters, the tighter the bindings, and the deeper the wounds.
no need to tell, of course it is now, a profoundly unhealthy state, its world has been utterly thrown into chaos, left in ruins.
dont u simply understand what ruins means? so please spare me the platitudes.
for god’s sake, sometimes the armchair commentary is jst soo annoying. blame my curiosity.
u jst feel sometimes the gap between perceptions is not worth getting filled, quite a waste of time, actually.
but u did it anyway BECAUSE it is annoying.
it’s not abt someone now, it’s all abt me.
BUT it triggered, almost bullying, by a mistake, which i didnt make.
not all mistakes can be fixed. so i dont forgive.
i dont deserve this hurt.
i wouldn’t have walked into this if i’d known—if i hadnt been strongly misled frm the start.
maybe in the end, there’s a gap between generations u jst always cant get around.
就像我说，我有错，难道那群xx排挤風口真假说烂草团队死不认剑多欺少就对完。公平谁都没比谁好。
却到头利好都自己，有嘴说别没嘴讲自。落自就无辜。普戏庄鸽K屏够，吴孤爱送又脆弱，一队lpc窝噗A永远，
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