9.22已经不听歌了几乎完全，会员可以取消的程度。
不知道是我把，还是我被，自己鲨掉总之，死了一个自己。
I don’t know if I killed that version of myself, or if I was killed by something. Either way, a part of me is dead.
and it was a mistake, huuuge mistake, and it is me, almost the only one who paid the cost,
at a very expensive price,
which is totally not worth it.
对自不擅长、不了解的事物，要抱有敬畏心，克制好奇害死猫。深究太多只会让自陷入泥沼，偏离航道。